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[17 Sep 2005|07:49am] [ mood | calm ] using the wayy cool starbuck comps. i'm such an intelect. any ways, i promised an entry to make up for lapse in updating...so yeah. well school started and i have almost no classes with all of my good friends, and i've got all the really crappy teachers...so that's that. as far as the rest of my life, i think it's okay. i finally feel content maybe for the first time since like...the third grade. it's crazy, and maybe i'm just hallucinating, but i feel pretty good about things lately. i making peace with all the things i've been struggling with in the past. i think i might actually be maturing. :) we'll see. now, back to summer. probably one of the greatest summers yet, and i didn't really do much. i learned alot, mostly about people who i thought i already knew, and realized what a hussy i am about little things, and that it really does effect alot of people. and in current events...i dunno. hah- so yeah, things are good. real good, and we'll see if this new improved lindsay will actually be able to make it work. 4 comments|post comment

[16 Sep 2005|09:05pm] [ mood | blah ] Update day. @ Rb's w/ Appy. Havinnnnng fun. I don't think I've updated since schools started and I really don't feel like going through ALL of that...but well...whatever I'll update later. It's just been a while. post comment

[24 Jul 2005|02:39pm] Broke up. You probably know. I'm tired of answering questions. I'm okay though. -Lindsay 2 comments|post comment

[15 May 2005|10:39am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] New shoes shoes shoes. Boots. REALLY cool expensive ones. I'll wear them to school :) Goodness, un mas semana. Crazy. I'm almost sad. But not quite. SO EXCITED ABOUT Kingsbridge/Canada/Roadtrip/HanginOut. Aiaiai. -Lindsay Parker! 1 comment|post comment

[03 May 2005|04:05pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] NYC! Be back on Tuesday!!!! Aghhh, I sooooo am seeing Avenue Q. I'll bring back presents :P -Lin 2 comments|post comment

[10 Apr 2005|07:31pm] You scored as Marissa. You are unstable and whiney and if people like you then it must be for other qualities. Start exercising, most of your problems are due to physical frailty and being overly self involved. </td> Marissa 94% Kirsten 78% Oliver 67% Seth 61% Jimmy 61% Julie 39% Summer 33% Luke 28% Ryan 17% Anna 11% Sandy 0% Caleb 0% Hailey 0% What OC character are you? created with QuizFarm.com 1 comment|post comment

[15 Mar 2005|07:47am] You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. </td> Posion 100% Bomb 80% Suicide 67% Eaten 67% Gunshot 60% Suffocated 33% Drowning 33% Accident 33% Cut Throat 0% Dissapear 0% Disease 0% Stabbed 0% Electric Chair 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[15 Mar 2005|07:43am] You scored as Snow White. Your alter ego is Snow White! You are very kind and happen to have 7 short dwarf friends... your only flaw is that you easily feel sorry for the less fortunate, and then you get poisoned. </td> Snow White 75% The Beast 63% Goofy 50% Sleeping Beauty 50% Cinderella 50% Cruella De Ville 25% Pinocchio 25% Ariel 25% Peter Pan 25% Donald Duck 0% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[19 Feb 2005|02:55pm] [ mood | sick ] Uh, so I'm really sick, guys. No kidding around, I've got the whole she-bang. Stomache, nose, throaght, head. I feel like dying. All my Valentines flowers died. It makes me sad. Even my candy rose is starting to wilt a little. I'M SO MAD. This weekend was going to be so much fun!!!! And now I can't go, because mother illness is a pain in my ass! God, I haven't seen Rachel or Twisten in like 4ever!! post comment

[17 Feb 2005|04:43pm] I'm looking through you! post comment

[08 Feb 2005|05:23pm] [ mood | CRAZY ] Becca! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? Lately I feel like we're drifting. IT's so hard to explain...but...I dunno, maybe I'm going wayyy crazy, but...don't you feel it?? I haven't like, REALLY talked to you in DAYS! You're in weird moods all the time and it's just... Maybe it's me, but thinking about is FREAKING ME OUT. I LOVE YOU, CALL ME RIGHT NOW!!! post comment

[07 Feb 2005|06:32pm] [ mood | optimistic ] It's been a while. The drama is over thank the lord. I remember in elementary school, when we would all try and stir up a big mess, and get every one mad at every one else, it was so fun creating these big dramatic situations that didn't really exist. But goooooood. Now it just like, comes naturaly, one on top of the other, AND IT'S REAL. These are REAL problems, with NO SOLUTIONS. It's crazy how things change. I'm so looking foward to high school. Things are gunna be different. No more of this...stuff, I don't know- I just want to have a good time, learn some stuff, get in some trouble, then go on with my life. I hate being a big deal. For as long as I can remember it's all I ever wanted, but now, I HATE IT! I just want to run away. With HIM. There's a subject we haven't talked about in a while. I've said I'm over him, no I'm not, I never will be, for real this time, about...4000 times. I'm over being over him. I really don't care anymore, and am just moving on, trying to ignore that part of me. Because that part of me for the past 3 1/2 years has only made everything worse, and broken me over, and over again. I don't like getting hurt, I don't like being the reject, the could have been. I want to move on, and fall in love! I've never really been in love. I've loved some body, who once upon a time gave me a thought, but never really cared, and never will care. But I've never experience, being head over heels, cuddly, gut wrenching IN LOVE. And I want it. It'll take some time to leave what ever you want to call THIS behind, but GOD, I want to get rid of it, and never go back. Love shouldn't be THIS hard. :) I'm looking foward to the future... 1 comment|post comment

[29 Jan 2005|07:44am] [ mood | accomplished ] I'm up so early! :) Going to Habbitat for Humanity with Sara J. and Pauline. Haven't hung out with them in a while. It might be sort of cool. I think we're just painting a house today, and landscaping stuff. I really hope we don't have to hang outside too much because the weather's sorta bleh. I don't have anyplans for tonight tho, if someone wants to give me a ring. If not I'll just chill in my room, and stay up late watching movies. Haven't done that in FOREVER. Since when is life so complicated. I don't like being a teenager. I really don't. So I got a note from paul. Most of ya'll read it already. Ironic. -Lin post comment

[25 Jan 2005|06:15pm] You scored as Ron Weasley. You often feel like second best and as a result don't have an awful lot of self confidence, but a truer more capable friend would be hard to find. </td> Ron Weasley 95% Ginny Weasley 65% Albus Dumbledore 65% Draco Malfoy 60% Hermione Granger 55% Remus Lupin 40% Lord Voldemort 40% Sirius Black 40% Harry Potter 30% Severus Snape 20% Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...? created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[24 Jan 2005|06:02pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] Becca got a wheelchair! No fair. I always wanted a wheel chair. She didn't even break her legs. It's gettin' better all the time. I'm getting a 93 in History, and I broke up with Paul. It's time I figure myself has, before everyone else does for me. 1 comment|post comment

[20 Jan 2005|05:28pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] I'm sooooooo tired. She's better. I'm better too. Thanks everybody, for all the support n' stuff. It actually kinda helps. (It was a little weird though? Right...people that were at the hospital? I hate to feel jealous, but...?) post comment

[19 Jan 2005|05:27pm] [ mood | The worst ever. ] This is like...the worst day EVER. I feel like I'm floating...like in some way I'm disconected from this whole thing. They say you don't know what you've got till it's gone. But I know. I know exactly what she means to me, and everything I've got is in that girl. I'm nobody with out her. Pray with me. Hospital's really suck... seeing her all wrapped up, and bruised, in a bed, with all the tubes. So many tubes and wires. I can't think about it. Not now. There's nothing left in me. Please, Becca, please! post comment

[03 Jan 2005|10:03am] [ mood | confused ] AGHHH- best New Years EVER. :P Too crazy. I've accepted, that I'll forever be the could have been. She's what makes him. And they love eachother, in ways I'll never understand. I finally saw- why I was never the other girl, and she was everything. I didn't so much want him, as want her to not want him. I dunno, if that really makes any since- I don't know if it makes me feel better or worse. He's my everything, she's his everything. I'm a nothing- that sucks. But I think I'm over him. I don't want him- I just want what SHE has. Lala. Whatever/blah. 4 comments|post comment

[29 Dec 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | mellow ] I'm at Becca's house...already. I missed her :P. I get to go to Princess in Rags for New Years! This is my first time...I'm excited. I got a cute dress to wear, except I gained like 3487329376 pounds over Christmas. I hate the holidays. My sister got a laptop. No fair. All A's! I think I might to AP in highschool. I'm not as stupid as I was. post comment

[17 Dec 2004|10:14am] [ mood | silly ] Winter break...it's gooooooood. I'm going shopping with Becca tomarow, hopefully that will clear up all my holiday shopping, then I'm done, and can relax. We're going to Dallas for Christmas, we're leaving the 23rd, and coming back the 26th, so we won't be gone to long. And for New Years....sigh, I don't know if I can go to Princess in Rags, because my aunt is having her stupid, New Beggining Part, on New YEars with all her little church friends. It's soooo boring. (I think I'm getting an Ipod christmas:) post comment

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